Oh please try to rest those peepers
I'm jealous of easy sleepers
Try not to think so hard
You might break something.

This could be a problem, the 3am thing. I've been tired/asleep all day now. Argh. I can't wait for school to be over. I think the real career preparation for me has been the happiness I will experience from just having a regular job, with responsibilities I can leave behind at the end of the day. In theory. If not, well, that's what hypnotherapy is for.

lembas

Looking for a lembas recipe for the LOTR marathon. Anyone have one? I guess my backup is butter croissants, and just labeling them lembas. People won't know they're from the grocery store and not Lothlorien. Until they get hungry an hour later.

at the radiostation

Well, it's my first real FM show (non-subbing). I'm excited, but also tired. But I couldn't get to sleep beforehand (because I was so excited, I guess).

I get the feeling I'm going to have lots of (boring) updates from the radio because there's a lot of tiny down-time as I play songs. Blah. I'm halfway through.

What else can I talk about? I'm two episodes behind on BSG. I'm trying online dating again, but am wary of it, not because of potential psycho-killer-ness, but because...well...isn't everything just so BORING? Yes, I thought so. More news: I am hungry. I miss my cats, I don't know what I'm going to do for 2 weeks when I go to Russia (which is in less than a month!!!).

I am having serious mic issues in the booth here. Because I'm an idiot, no other reason whatsoever. I just forgot to turn it off for the last 3 songs, and only thought to check when I started humming along with the song. AAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!!!

Chocolate rocks! See it!

New Space Ghost? This one tailor-made for Ginny.

god!

I wish I hadn't eaten all that cheese. Oh lord how I wish that.

Favorite Simpsons quote for tonight: I wish God were alive to see this.

mykonos

I've listened to and liked-ok the Fleet Foxes for a while now. I think there's a general feeling amongst people I've talked to that they don't like them as much as they "should." I guess what I mean is "could." Knowing there are people around that absolutely rave about them, and just not feeling that way myself, I feel like I'm missing out. Some people don't believe you about Radiohead, and that's just their loss. So, it's my loss when there's a band I secretly think is emperor's new clothes. But then I heard the Sun Giant EP all the way through, and I'm pretty sure I get it now. I want to make copies for all my friends and family.

leadfill the hole in me

well, what can i say? it's chilly in my apartment, but my back door isn't frozen shut like some people's. in fact, my back door is open, which is why it's cold enough to require a bath.

i've just applied to the CIA, wish me luck (I don't know if luck will be in getting the job or not getting the job).

i got some work done on the paper this morning. what if i turns out after all these years that i'm productive in the mornings? if so, i'm screwed, because i'm never awake then.

professor who

in class. professor is totally doctor who (any of them).

Oh, this wretched paper. It will never get done. It will never get started! I don't even know how to do it. I'm going to see the hypnotist Friday. He will solve everything.

In the meantime, I have made Craigslist purchases: Laptop backpack, wireless mouse, other accessories, webcam (anyone want to Skype?).

I am constantly weary (another problem for the hypnotist). My superficial sleep means lots of lucid dreams, but I can never think of anything interesting to do. Flying and making out with Mr Darcy seem too cliche. So, please suggest something I can do when I wake up inside my dream.